What can I say so much has happened since last i wrote, I lived a sad life where it seemed like no light could reach me, no mather how hard i tried to reach for the beam of light that pushed itself trough the darkness. my life got shattered and is slowly building up again. Me and my love broke up, I had to for both of us. it was a dessision that broke my heart apart coz i really didn't want to lose him but i had to just to get him back. I never knew how much I really loved him and how much pain it is to be apart just for a short while not knowing if I ever was going to be with him again. But we are slowly building up our lifes together again that makes me so happy that we found eachother again I just know that we are ment for one another. I havn't been that creative lately, havn't had any inspiration. Going to try to change that to

A verry merry X.mas to you all my friends

Out my window I can see, Leaves are brown as they can be.
Though it's Wintertime for sure, Dressed in finest of decor.
Leaves that once belonged to Fall, Dancing brown at Winter's call.
Each are patterned and with grace, Some look like the finest lace.
Changing colors in a while, Seasons in the latest style.

Snowflakes
They shine like silver butterflies
Drifting in the sun,
As though they fly on crystal wings
That winter cold has spun.
They catch and hold each soft sunbeam
And then, without a sound,
Turn into sparkling gossamer
Before they touch the ground.

Sooooon X-Mas me and my loves aniversery been together for two years engaged for one year, cant wait untill then.

weeeee hope everyone is as happy as me
love you all my friends

Today its sunny and we're going swimming and basking in the sun today has been a grate day
woke up to freshly baked bread that my love made for me and loads of love
today we're going to have a nice day at the beach
as soon as i get of work at 13:00
YAY

Oh no vacation only work and no rest but I love it its my new job I got Im a support at an Internet company called Bahnhof, Is fun and everyone is so nice to me. Except for the angry callers
but anyway I get quite a lot of money, and I desperatly need it.

Love you my beutiful darling Totte You have my heart my soul you are my everything.