What can I say so much has happened since last i wrote, I lived a sad life where it seemed like no light could reach me, no mather how hard i tried to reach for the beam of light that pushed itself trough the darkness. my life got shattered and is slowly building up again. Me and my love broke up, I had to for both of us. it was a dessision that broke my heart apart coz i really didn't want to lose him but i had to just to get him back. I never knew how much I really loved him and how much pain it is to be apart just for a short while not knowing if I ever was going to be with him again. But we are slowly building up our lifes together again that makes me so happy that we found eachother again I just know that we are ment for one another. I havn't been that creative lately, havn't had any inspiration. Going to try to change that to